My Brain Is A Speed Train

A million thoughts a minute, here and gone, what was I thinking?  Where’s my to do list?  Oh, right, it’s in my head.  Yeah, the one that forgets every other minute of her thoughts because they are as fast as a speeding train.  I have to prepare my daughters birthday party invitations, find a place to print some business cards […]

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Hoping in Solitude

It feels really odd as I sit here in some sort of limbo Surrounded by many yet solitude fills me So used to the emptiness in my space Surrounded by too much Wanting to push out these imaginary walls Drowning in useless thoughts Unbelievably, inexplicably fine with the chaos of nothingness Yearning for that which I do not know Wondering […]

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So there’s this woman…..

There’s this woman that many times gets on my nerves.  She’s self righteous and can be slightly annoying.  She’s super critical and never bites her tongue.  This bothers me since most of the time, it is I on the receiving end of her judgmental cold words.  She doesn’t sugarcoat and she doesn’t soften the blow with her sharp verbal jabs. […]

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Music, My Savior

Luther Vandross, Kem and Anthony Hamilton playing in the background as I sit at my computer, trying to come up with a subject to write about.  Coming into my space this evening, on a low note, all of a sudden feeling real good.  Vibing and jamming to that old school R & B.  All of a sudden a new song […]

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To Do or Not To Do

I’ve tired my friends out with my re-hashing of thoughts.  Mulling things  over for eternity.  Unable to decide and without the means to make something happen.  I don’t know why I am this way, but I sure wish I could change this about myself.  I can be so un-decisive that by the time I come up with an acceptable solution […]

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Fear of Summer Camp

Fear can be debilitating and it creeps back into my mind taking over my brain every so often even though I know I should not live fearfully.  As a parent, we worry about our little ones, wondering if they are safe when we are not with them.  My son started summer day camp today and I stressed myself out over […]

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Pen and Paper

My soul aches and yearns for this pen and paper My life gives no time to my dream, its like vapor To express and to vent in written form To let go and release my emotions and mourn To write happy, write sad, write if i’m mad So that years later I look back and feel glad I have all […]

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