August 21, 2013

Hoping in Solitude

000It feels really odd as I sit here in some sort of limbo Surrounded by many yet solitude fills me So used to the emptiness in my space Surrounded by too much Wanting to push out these imaginary walls Drowning in useless thoughts Unbelievably, inexplicably fine with the chaos of nothingness Yearning for that which I do not know Wondering…

Teacher Conference & Okay Parenting

000Today was the 9th day of first grade for our son.  He’s had a surprisingly hard time adjusting to this new school year.  I understand it can be overwhelming for young ones however, i’m not quite sure that his daily tears are normal. He starts talking about not wanting to go to school hours before bedtime and then as soon…

So there’s this woman…..

200There’s this woman that many times gets on my nerves.  She’s self righteous and can be slightly annoying.  She’s super critical and never bites her tongue.  This bothers me since most of the time, it is I on the receiving end of her judgmental cold words.  She doesn’t sugarcoat and she doesn’t soften the blow with her sharp verbal jabs….

Music, My Savior

000Luther Vandross, Kem and Anthony Hamilton playing in the background as I sit at my computer, trying to come up with a subject to write about.  Coming into my space this evening, on a low note, all of a sudden feeling real good.  Vibing and jamming to that old school R & B.  All of a sudden a new song…

To Do or Not To Do

000I’ve tired my friends out with my re-hashing of thoughts.  Mulling things  over for eternity.  Unable to decide and without the means to make something happen.  I don’t know why I am this way, but I sure wish I could change this about myself.  I can be so un-decisive that by the time I come up with an acceptable solution…